Hello World

I miss u…too bad i can only say this on tumblr.

This whole week it’s look like i lost myself, i dont know how to enjoy my life here .. I always give my smile to every people that i meet but its just a fake smile. Why?

I miss u mr.c

I miss him like crazy , i cant sleep thinking about him every night..if only you know how its feel…is this normal?? Or is it only me that was to stupid acting like this??

Dear God, im lost.
Dear God, im such a mess now.
Dear God, i dont know what the hell am i doing here?
Dear God, im bored to death.
Dear God, thanks for the super fun birthday ever.
Dear God, now its like my life just being repeated over and over again.
Dear God, i miss him so much.
Dear God, i beg for your forgiveness because all i did is just complaining.
Dear God, I hope miracle will happen in here.
Dear God, thank you for all your blessing for me.
Dear God, i believe all of these wil be turn to be better in the end, please give me more patience and strength.
Amin.

I Miss him so bad..

I feel like my life is so dull right now .. How to enjoy when i even dont know how to enjoy it , dont know how to make it enjoyable… What the hell am i talking about..blah .. But im so grateful with my life right now Alhamdulillah #Life